The Wandering Aesthete

A look into the mind of someone committed to art, culture, and embracing the crazy.

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“Come quickly, I am drinking the stars!”

—   Dom Pérignon after inventing champagne (via soft-world)

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I am not the girl that got away. I am not the lost girl. I am not the sad girl. I am not the crazy girl. I am not the little girl. I am not the forgotten girl. I am not the perfect girl. I am not the pretty girl. I am not the silly girl. And I sure as hell am not your girl. None of me is defined by you.

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The bell curve is the worst thing to happen to the world ever. 

Hyperbole aside, I am so sick to death of people grading on a curve. This has been ingrained in me since I was a child. If I came home with an inadequate grade and tried to tell my father how the rest of the class did poorly, or worse than I did, it would only increase his disappointment. How the fuck are you supposed to have a sense of self if you are constantly comparing and judging yourself based on others? 

Now, I don’t mean this in some new age-y, hippy, be content with yourself on your own terms bullshit. I mean, that grading on a curve is the laziest, most cowardly, cop out, ever. Because you know what? The great majority of people SUCK. By comparing yourself to the lowest common denominator, you lower yourself to it. 

AKA… No, you can not be a bitch because you are slightly less bitchy than  everyone else is. You can not cheat on your boyfriend THAT YOU CHOSE TO TAKE BACK because he cheated on you with one of your friends. 

Stop deeming your actions acceptable based solely on the ‘fact’ that they are better than the actions of others.

Now, here is the real kicker. Once you have a sense of self, independent of your feelings on other people, STOP GRADING THEM ON A CURVE TOO. 

Why on earth would you date someone based solely on the fact that they are better than your shitty ex? Why would you excuse bad behaviour in a friend because you’ve seen worse?

Better is not the same as good. 

“You want me to be a tragic backdrop so that you can appear to be illuminated, so that people can say ‘Wow, isn’t he so terribly brave to love a girl who is so obviously sad?’ You think I’ll be the dark sky so you can be the star? I’ll swallow you whole.” 
― Warsan Shire